woola. today was tiring. went for starbucks class. haha knew alot of new friends. but i guessed they might tink im a freak cos when everyone entered the class, i was like 'HELLO! :D'. then i turned to them, i was like 'sorry ah, i nervous that why i act like that.' then they just laughed. :s. and today i made a fool of myself in front of them. i asked this girl (erm, i forgot her name?) oh i rem alr! its nadia. anyway, i asked her why she stayed. and she told me clementi. then i asked her 'clementi near tampines right?' then she told me 'hougang near jurong rite?' ok... sorry la. i dont study the map rite? hahaha then frm then on, she kept using that against me. dammit. felt so silly. but yea. thats me. the silly one. :D. tried many drinks today made by the people frm other class. RASPBERRY CUPPU IS NICE! haha did smth silly again. i drink the cuppu, then i tilted the cup abit. nothing comes out. i was like, 'ok...' then i tried again, so i tilted even higher, and nothing still comes out. :(. then finally i tilted like damn high. and guess wad. i burnt my tongue. yea i know, i burnt it. and in the end, i cannot do coffee tasting. cos i cannot feel anything. gosh, candice you are so dumb. today, babi was nice. he came and fetch me home. went to eat satay! yeah like finally! been craving it for days man. but not say very fantastic la. but the company was good. :D had fun on the bus. was talking on the bus wif babi abt his ex-gfs. haha weird huh. i like to listen to all his gfs story. like wad happened all. erm, yea i know its weird. hmmm, dont know y. i tink through this kind of conversation, i feel closer to him. cos like i know more abt him. hmm, weird thinking of mine. but u see, babi tells me lil abt his life. he says he dont like to talk abt the past. dammit. but i like to hear it! :(. ok so we kinda of had a fight. yea i know again. but it not my fault k! he was like 'babi, u follow me to my hse. i giv u $ to take a cab hm cos i tink the last bus 55 no more alr.' then u know me, the stubborn one. i was like ' no need la. sure have one. now its only 1145.' then he say 'ok nvm. u call ur dad nw k? ask him cm to fetch him. incase the bus no more alr.' then i was like 'nvm la. i reach alr then i call lor. wad if still got bus? i dont wan my daddy to cm for nth ar.' then he angry and gt off the bus. erm, dont worry. it was his stop. but he went down like quite pissed. yup. that was it. sad huh. the worst thing is that my mp3 no more batt alr. so cant like help me cool dwn. later called sam. kind of like, made me cool down. hmm, thanks sam. (bt i doubt u will even see tis.) l. when i gt to the interchange. the last bus go alr. dammit. babi was rite and i hate it. if i tell him he was rite. he sure bang me back. called daddy to ask him pick me up. ( gosh daddy. ya my saviour. but again, i doubt u will see tis.) anyway, was talking wif sam and guessed who called? yea babi. dammit. i dont want pick up the fone cos he sure ask me so did i manage to catch the bus. hmm. but sam asked me to pick up. then i tell him why i dont wan. then she taught me to lie. she was like ' jus tell him u very tired then dont feel like taking a bus hm. so u called ur dad' then i was like ' eh sam! damn gd ar. hold on. i pick up his call.' then i picked up. talked talked. babi went to bed. went bac to sam conversation. she was like ' so how?' then i told her ' i told him the truth.' then she said ' u damn loser la. u like okok sam! then nw u tell me u told him the truth.' hmm. idiot. how can sam call me a loser?! idiot. went home. ate 4 sambal prawns! yum yum. then talked to sam for a while. was telling sam that i wan to be adopt a rabbit or help out at spca, but mus see my work schedule how. then she told me bel also was talking being a volunteer at spca. haha. kind hearted people around! called bel later. FINALLY. TODAY WE HAD A PROPER CONFERENCE. nv fight nv argue. erm actually have la. i was being a bitch. i hung up on them. i dont know y. mayb i jus dont like her talking abt her friends. especially her mi tang. dont know why. hmm. mayb its time to get over the fact that the sam nw is not the sam i knew in the past. hmm, candice. she had moved on. so u must. hmm. then we talked abt the shampoo 'asian'. she was like so goshed out that i and her cousin also using that shampoo. then i cannot stand it alr. i told her ' sam, asian is not only produced cos of sheena and ur mi tang.' i dont know wad was wrong wif me. mayb cos its like, i dont know how to explain. mayb im pmsing. but, my period jus ended. erm, post period or smth? dont know la. today thought of the qns that bel asked me. 'are u goin to baptise xavier?' hmm. i decided. not to baptise him nw. like let him choose his own faith. i mean if he likes being for example, a catholic or buddish(pardon me if i spelled it wrongly.), then i will then do all the neccesary arrangement. :D hmm. guessed that is all i have to say today. nites my loved ones. gt class tmr. hmm, nervous again! haha dont know why. hmm, i wonder will robin come fetch me hm tmr?