he had such magnificant power that can leave a big scar in my heart. he can make me cry or laugh. he is the one who controls my moods, my everything. he can enter and leaves my heart whenever he wants to. yet, im a stupid fool who kept letting him do that. i wished that we never patched back. at that time, i thought i can escape from his powers. but it came back. i thought we will have happiness. but i was wrong. once again, he broke my heart again. i thought he will treasure me. he didnt. i did so much for him. but he? barely nothing. i dont want a break up. all i want is his attention. this is all i want. i doubt, he will ever sees this. let my feelings be unknown. this is life. and i hate it.
:'(

HMM. since im here, im might as well blog abt wad happened yst. went out wif yaoli wendyand chai keng. had fun! we took lots and lots of pictures. we took wif the simpsons family too. :) father simpson the eyes, i tell u... DAMN BIG LA. worse than sheena's eyebag.(HAHAHAHAHAHAHA) anyway, aft tt went to meet bel and monkey. i still dont believe monkey is gettin married cos when jus now isabelle asked monkey whether she gettin married anot den monkey like whisper to her smth, den isabelle siad like ' ohhh...' which sounded.. hmm hmm... suspicious...had dinner wif 'brother john' erm but is not now. kind of weird. call him john. he is still skinny, and funny. haha. but i dunno y... he like kind of feel distant frm us... i tink i can feel that. so in order to fit in.. he joke joke all.. hmm.. i also dunno la... its all my feelings only...
later took bus hm. got tis tissue uncle. i tell u.. he damn crazy. i tink he is one of the victim of PAP. he asked me whether i wan buy tissue den i said no thank u. den he said ' 80cents only.80cents.' i was like nononono.. but of course. in a nice way... den later he turn to the lady nxt to me and started shouting at her..'u see la. i become like that all bcos of pap. go la go vote for pap smemore.' wow.. i tell u.. so malu man.. poor thing.
BUT.
the most saddest tin that happened to me today.. was tt the bag i bought not long ago.. the handle broke.. wow.. i tell u.. my heart damn pain la. 80bucks man! wow.. i tell u.. i wan cry in town. luckily i went to meet monkey they all den they tell me go ask the cobbler see whether he can do for u.. hmm.. good.. at least there hope.. :).. but i still feel cheated. stupid.

IM LIKE SO DEAD. IM GONNA DIE FRM BABI TMR. TMR SUPPOSE TO WAKE UP DAMN EARLY IN THE MORNING.I NOW STILL HAVEN SLP. GOD, I CONFIRM CANNOT WAKE UP TMR. IM SO DEAD....
HEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLPPPPPPPPPP!!!!