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Hello, my name is CANDICETEO. My ~~friends~~ fans call me either tjh or teojiahui. But you can call me whichever that is preferable by you. I am currently 19 years this year. I am a female but could be judged as a male by you (whattheheck, I don't care). I am a Chinese. Studying in Temasek polytechnic. Please do not find me as I could be a burden to you. I'm inlove with simbanlong♥. I'm a right-handed person and I like stoning as much as you do. My fans say that I look really adorable in any clothing and I like shades very much. but simbanlong says i look like bird with shades.
In short, im CANDICE.

Friday, 29 February 2008 @ 12:19 pm

what a waste of time

OMG. i wan kill my teacher. she made me wake up so early. jus to go to sch for ten mins. LUCKY, i asked my dad to wait for me. hehe, can save bus fare. mean, but hey, im paying for my own bus fare ok. hmm, comm skills result not that good. but at least i passed. so yeay? anyway, my hands are like aching frm yst zoo trip. all thanks to the monster. he better repay me when he grows up. hmm, feels like making pizza. tink will bring xav out to ntuc to buy ingredients later. but i mus get bac my beauty slp first. all thanks to my crazy teacher. idiot. i knew she got a problem. but no one in class believe me, but they still hate her. HA! alrights, had to catch my cooking shows! CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT'S PREMIER OF NIGELLA EXPRESS!!! WOOHOO!!!!!

i wonder is sam and bel hands aching. i hope sam's isnt cos she has sch today. haha later she cant paint!HEHEHE! evil.

Thursday, 28 February 2008 @ 11:39 pm

Trip to the ZOO

had fun fun fun. tons of it. but as usual, xav got cranky at some part of the trip. haha but he's damn cute la. i cannot believe it. i mean, haha tis is my how many times saying he's cute. haha okok. enough enough. we made him touch the fake croc and he was afraid. haha silly. den when sam went to touch it, she pretended to say 'ouch', he laughed until so happy. haha, ok.. den when we brought him to see the real ones. he like no interest at all. weird huh. babies, wad are they tinking.

next stop, the playground.

the funniest part was when we brought xav to sit the swing. nxt to him was this young girl and her mum. her mum was making the girl laugh by swinging her and making weird noises. ltr, xav got fasinated. he started laughing along. haha ok. didnt took a video of tt. but tt scene, omg. SO CUTE LA! haha. aft tt, went to eat KFC. no choice. the only only choice of food is KFC.

next stop, the 'ball' land.

aft eating, brought xav there. had fun too. xav was kind of scared to sit down cos he scared he will 'sink' below. haha ok. took some pics. ltr some bimbos came. haha they damn bimbo. first they slang. okok, mayb its their accent. next they were taking pics and saying wad whoever looked lke she was organismic(sorry if i spelled wrongly).like hello??? i know we are girls too, but can u mind your language? aft tt one of the bimbs lost her fone. i was like YEAY. i will find it later. but of cos, she found it. den she lost 4bucks. she found 2bucks. once again, YEAY. i will find it later. but it was time for xav milk. so had to leave. found out jus nw on the fone wif bel, she found the 2bucks in the end. its just tt i didnt hear it. DAMMIT. i wanted to go bac there tmr to find it. haha kidding. mummy instinct ar. forgive. anyway, ZOO IS BAD. their stuff all like so exp by twice??omg. crazy singaporeans. but actually cant blame them.they contributed smhow to sg's good economy anyway. BUT STILL!?!? aft that went to watch the sea lion show. quite nice. got inspired. aft zoo, went to sam hse. that when, everytin like goes bad. xav was being really naughty at sam's hse. even i panic when bathing him. i also dunno why i panic. mayb cos im not used to bathing him there. at least at hm, i will bath for him. i dunno. i jus treat xav very diff in front of others. i dont know why. at hm, im stricter to him. but my parents or grandma will scold me. but i m still strict to him cos i rem wad ms yip said, if u dont teach him nw, u will suffer when he grows up. but when im wif my frens, i will be less strict. i also dont know why. cos mayb i feel bad for him? like he's alr in an unfamiliar environment den i have to add on by scolding him? i know my thinking is wrong. ok, i will change. even though now he's alr one plus. but i guess wif determination and patience i can do. sam's sis stef taught me hw to discipline him. i tink that method is quite useful. haha, im still an amateur. im learning day by day. but there's this 2 person i really want to thank and that is bel and sam. despite bel being so tired frm the trip to the zoo, she was still there to help me. for example, help me to take the water, to bath xav, make milk, carry the things, wake up so early jus to come my place to help me. i mean, i really appreciate that alot. thank u bel. you're my true friend. even though sam wasnt as helpful as her. but i will not forget her also. she played wif xav, she also helped to carry things. i also appreciate it. thank u both. i really dont know how to repay you two. both of you are my true friends.LOVES.

11:13 pm

this is one cute video of XAVIER! ok, not cute to u. but cute to me!

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Wednesday, 27 February 2008 @ 11:45 pm

frightening. i told babi i wanted to break up. i thought this over long and hard. i mean, i really believe that if i cant be your everything, then i rather be your nothing. its hurts, alot. aft having xav, i realised all the probs cm. i mean, i really dont wan to regret it the nxt time if we get married, and in the end realised that it was a mistake. i not trying to say, this was a mistake. i would love to do anytin to keep this relationship going. but, why? he'e the guy i know, for sure, the only one i love alot. mayb in the future i will meet some guy. yes i will love him. but not as deep as i had for babi. but for babi's case? i know im not the girl he really love. yes, he loves me. but not until that level, where he will do or sacrifice anytin. it kind of hurts to know that the person you really love, does not love u back as much as u do. why is love such a funny thing? i mean, yea i can say i love u i love u. but, do u know there's diff level of love? but right now, we haven offically break up yet. cos babi went to bathe. i tink he also needs to tink abt it. of cos, i wouldnt want to break wif him. but i believe in fate. if wad is meant to be, it will be. if he's really the one for me, we will be together somemore. not now, mayb in the future? who knows. or mayb, he's not even the one for me. who knows. but, i tink i will be very devasted if we really broke up. afterall, i can say he's my true love. but love is a funny thing. i also dont understand love. some people might see it as a very simple thing. but i feel that, there's more to love. or mayb i tinking to much. but thats me. hmm, i dont know why. i feel scared right now. my heart is wishing that we will not break up. but, will we get happiness? i will miss him, so so so sooo much. i love u babi, frm the bottom of my heart.

3:49 pm

IM FREE!!

yay! FINALLY exams are over! but all my papers were sucky. today maths paper was, erm. alright i guess? hmm, but i tink i will fail. for all my papers, is either i dont know how to do or i got my info all mixed up. i guess, last min studying didnt rly help unlike whn im was in sec 2. IT HELP ALOT AND GOT ME PUNISHED.haha funny story. but long. alrights alrights. no negative tinking rem? yup. OMG. i got this damn cute video abt xav. erm, its very ordinary but i dont know why i tink its cute. ha! hmm, i wonder do blogger allow us to post videos? hmm.. haha nvm then. i can enjoy the cuteness all by myself. YAY! tmr sam and bel and i with my darling of cos will be going to the zoo!! cant wait! but i hope the weather will not be hot or else the king will get cranky. and i will suffer. bt i guess not. he's a good baby. erm, right? hmm, now holidays are here. i dont even know wad to do. i tink, i will go find job? or mayb ask doc yap to let me work in the day. but i doubt he will. cos u know, he's kind of stingy. argh. nvm. tink i will jus bum ard and let my grandma scold me! :) omg. i hope i wont get supp paper!! its kind of demoralising cos like others are enjoyin their holiday, and u? still have to go back to sch. smmore, supp paper only pull up ur marks by one or two marks? bad, not goin to help me. i doubt my this kind of spirit of studying. university? haha. okok. NO NEGATIVE thoughts.

Monday, 25 February 2008 @ 10:01 pm

:(((

i got so much to say!! my cellb paper SUCKS!! it was so difficult. and seriously. i dont why i didnt study. i seriously didnt. i did very last min studying. like, 30mins before the exam??omg. mingjay was funny. he said ' so candice when u wan study for cellb??' haha that idiot, curse me to take supp paper. bt haha dont need him to curs me. i also know i will be taking supp paper. hai, my holidays are gone!

its weird. its seems that there isnt any care and concern between us anymore. we are more like friends. i tink i m closer to sam than to u. wad's happening? u seems so not bothered. why? i wan to hate u. i wan to draw away frm u so that u will stop hurting me. but i really cant. cos, i dont know wad to do if i dont have u. im too weak. help.

10:01 pm

i feel weird. i can feel that we are breaking away. its weird.

tis' the way