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Hello, my name is CANDICETEO. My ~~friends~~ fans call me either tjh or teojiahui. But you can call me whichever that is preferable by you. I am currently 19 years this year. I am a female but could be judged as a male by you (whattheheck, I don't care). I am a Chinese. Studying in Temasek polytechnic. Please do not find me as I could be a burden to you. I'm inlove with simbanlong♥. I'm a right-handed person and I like stoning as much as you do. My fans say that I look really adorable in any clothing and I like shades very much. but simbanlong says i look like bird with shades.
In short, im CANDICE.

Saturday, 8 March 2008 @ 11:55 pm

'Fabulous 4yrs.'

todays was our 4yrs anniversary. things didnt turn out the way i hoped. i thought that babi will bring me to either east coast or sm jap restuarant. but nah. we jus slept the day away. on 8mar at 1am. i asked him, 'wad time is it?'. he said nth and jus answered, ' 1am.' i controlled myself i didnt not flared out infront of him. later b4 we slept, i asked him the same qns again and he said, '1.30am.' i fell aslp, disappointed. i told myself. its ok, lets give him a chance.
Morning.
he did nth, said nth. no flowers no anything. even the basic ' happy anniversary babi' also no. i told myself. its ok. i give him until evening.
Evening.
jus woke up. still nth. nth at all. asked him. 'wad time are we going hm?' i thought he will say 5pm.cos this way we can send xav hm and then we go out and celebrate. but u see, he wants xav to spend more time wif his parents. so of cos he didnt say 5pm. later suggested to go to central. called daddy and asked him to come fetch us at 8.30pm. babi got pissed off. i was like, omg, u still dare to get pissed off. he said, '8.30pm? u ownself go walk.' but instead, i jus forgave him. i didnt show any attitude to him. i called my dad again and told him 9pm.
Central.
walked walked walked. still nv do anything. nt even the simplest, 'happy anniversary babi.' daddy came at 8.30.told babi and he got pissed off again. WHY CANT HE FUCKING HEL UNDERSTAND THAT MY DAD ALSO GOT OTHER PASSENGER?? U TINK U GOT THE WHOLE DAY JUS FOR U?? his this attitude, i hate it, ALOT.
Home.
wanted to catch a movie. but after awhile i thought, hmm, anyway i got work tmr. so might as well watch movie tmr. told babi that. got angry. expected. later in the room, gave him a final chance. asked him wad time izzit. and finallly said '10.30pm. happy anniversary.' i told him 'too late.' and he got angry. i cried, badly.
so. this was how i celebrated my 4yrs.
i thought to myself. valentine day. didnt do anything. no flowers no anything. the day when i gave birth. no flowers no anything. 4yrs anni. no flowers no anything. wow, wad a great relationship i have. to think i wanted to lost sm weight for this day so that when we go out, i will look good. i went running on mon. to think aft chalet so tired i can go home and slp but i chose not to, i went to ikea. to get the stupid board for him. so i can make smthin nice for him. but i haven do it cos i haven get the materials ready. i dont feel like doing it. but afterall, i have also have to do my part. and i dont want to be like him.

tis' the way