OMG. sch is driving me crazy. there's so many research going on. and i hate to do research, cause FIRSTLY, im a sucker at the relevant info and SECONDLY, i just hate reading the info. OMG OMG. and agnes just told me yst that biotech is mostly research based. oh man, i made the wrong choice. regrets. on friday, started my first ever tution. at first i was like scared because as i had mentioned, its my first time. but after that, i feel that, hmm, quite fun uh. i hope the boys enjoyed my tution too. because this is their first time also. :)
im going to be very busy because right now im having three jobs and sch. i feel very bad because i neglected my friends, especially sam and bel. everytime they ask me out, i will tell them i got work. i feel so so so bad. its like u ask a friend out many times, and they just keep rejecting you. but i really have to work. i dont want to keep depending on my mother to provide for xav expenses. i hope they understand. sorry.

SAT.
at midnight. baby xav woke up. and started scratching his arm. and i realised that there's rashes over there. i of cos panicked. but later i saw babi like searching for a cream the ease the itchness, i can feel the fatherly-ness in him. and later he helped xav scratched, omg. that image. haha. really very fatherly.
im so inlove with him.
ok. i have to stop here. going to do some revision on my tut tmr. HELP. :(