Thursday, 19 June 2008 @ 12:38 am
people tossing in bed. wake up and going back to their beds. thats what happening now. something happened that costed my mother, sis and i fought. erm, not really fight fight. dont wish to elaborate what happened. i dont blame my mum. really. i think she is just stressed over money. i hate money. and im really afraid she will have mental health prob. im really afraid. after attending the mental health talk, i feel that my mum might be having depression, and im afraid it will get worse. please. i cannot deal with all these anymore. my poor baby cried for one hr. and in his sleep, he is going, sniffs sniffs. my heart break when i see him like this.
doing the right thing seems so hard. i made a mistake. and i tried to make it right. i told myself, its ok if outsider sees me with another eye. but now, my mother and aunties are doing that. it hurts, when you know your mother is supporting you, but on the other hand, ashamed of you. seriously, i dont blame her.
it just hurts, alot.
tis' the way
Reach my prismic soul.
Hello, my name is paper and I am a piece of paper.
My purpose is to have people write on me and to be printed by printers.
I like the smell of wood because it smells like my parents.
My ambition is to be thrown away and recycled.
